fullmoon_goddess

malakas.

napapalakas ako uminom.

actually, malakas na ata talaga ko uminom. i always try to push myself to the limit. hahaha. oo. cguro nga tinatamaan din ako pero not to the point na nakakalimutan ko ang mga nangyayari sa paligid ko. im always aware and i can go home in one piece. i dont vomit along the streets. i just sleep my drunkness away.

kaya cguro nila ko sinasabihan na ang lakas ko daw. hahaha. im always sober. parang wala lang. kahit madami na nainom, parang di obvious ang tama. oo. makulit. pero more on antukin.

but wait. why am i even discussing this topic? weird. hahaha, cant find a good topic to discuss and rant about xe.

i want to download more songs but i dont know what else to download. haaaay. 

sleepy.

rants.

lazy.

hell. maybe i should rest and sleep. next thing i know, it'll be monday again and i'll be spending my time with wacky people like terry and abby and rico. hahaha. 

fullmoon_goddess

dami nangyare lately. hmmmm. hindi naman sa madame pero compared sa normally lokohan-kwela-bored office days, nagkaron ng mga tension.

good thing, swerte ako sa mga kasama sa office. stick together tlaga. thanks lang kay terry (ang bully na kuya) xe na-voice out niya ung side ko. xa ung nangatwiran tlaga. oo. bully ka akala mo! hahaha. pina-practice mo smen ni abby ang pagiging lalake mo. hahaha. pwera xe bunso ka kaya wala kang nabbully sa sisters mo. hihi

ate abby, ang aking ka-level. magkatinginan lang kme niyan, nagkakaintindihan na kme. alam na nmen iniisip ng bawat isa at sure shot, hindi sasablay, in synch tlaga ang wave length and brain cells nmen. sa kalokohan, sa kabastusan, sa lahat! hahaha. un nga lang, ang tingin tlaga smen ni terry ay kapwa lalake. hahaha. hidina ata kme magmumukhang babae sa kanya eh.

si rico. ang maluho sa pagkain. pamilyadong tao pero naman! maisipan kumain, go lang ng go! hahaha. ang fave nmen tirahin ni abby. haha. daig pa nmen ung mga anak nito eh. hahaha. ganun nmen xa kinukulit.

si kuya molly. minsan lang sa office pero napapadalas nren ngaun. makulit din to eh. hahaha. papagawan na kita ng tarpaulin na cape. palalagyan ko nren ng letter "S" para twing nagpapasuyo silamagpakabit ng tarpaulin, isusuot mu un. hahaha

MET II pa lang yan ha. wala pang MET I jan. at ung mga guards na kalokohan na nmen lahat. hihi. astig.

buti anjan sila kpag sumasabit ako sa trabaho. ang mga kalokohan nten, walang tatalo. peronatalo kme sa inuman nung birthday ni rico! syete. reresbak ang MET II at kme pren ang tatanghaling kampeon kpag nwala silang lahat. kme ang matitibay na naiiwang umiinom at kumakanta kahit malayo pa ang uuwian nmen ni terry. at FYI, bus pren kmeng dalawa umuuwi ha. hahaha.

salamat tlaga. pero in fairness, na touch ako nun ah. di ko nalalagay dito. baka ma c.i. pa ako. hahaha. basta. smen na lang un. sken nalang.

TEN-EX terry-ble!

TENKS PO lou-vable!

TNX rico-boy and molly-boy. 

fullmoon_goddess

whew. its been forever since we saw rictor again. at first, yeah, it was awkward and we're all quiet and everything. but well, knowing how wacky and talkative we are, we managed to bring back, maybe not all, but at least some of our friendship before.

went to his sister's birthday party first at max'z restaurant at marikina. wow. they danced and wow. they really did great. double plus because they're pretty too.

after the birthday, we decided to hang out and asked if rictor will be allowed to go with us. and yup, there we are hailing for a cab to drive us to eastwood libis. stayed at blue onion and had one bottle of beer. after that, his cousins wanted to go to timog and asked us if we want to join them. so we ended up at barrakz timog.

we felt like we rode the time machine and went back to being first year high school students again! had some shots then danced! soooo hoooot. hahaha. danced with everyone!

wont be able to forget one dance though. hahaha. no comment na lang. ask me in private if you wanna know the details. hahahaha.

really. had fun. but we all have to go back to the present and leave the past away in our memories. in our hearts. we have to live our lives now. we have to let go of the past especially if we are hurting some people who are part of our lives at present. the past is just a happy memory that we will always keep.

without formality, i considered him to be my first guy best friend. but things change. and now my entries are receiving malice. simply because i stated facts that i did liked him waaaaay back. even before he and my friend became a couple. but i liked him for maybe just a few days. because we clicked better as friends. i liked our status. im more comfortable being close to him, talking about anything, sharing secrets and problems, without receiving any weird looks like im stealing a boyfriend. because im not. for gawdsakes! i consider him as my best friend! damn. now, i feel like as if the friendship we shared before has changed. he seems distant and all just because of my entries before.

its sad. but hell. what can i do? like i said before. a lot has already changed. maybe we lost a great deal of our friendship because of the fact that i missed him all this time. maybe he felt awkward and decided to keep his distance. oh well.

i still had fun. thanks guys. thanks rictor and his cousins. it's good to have you back. have a safe trip and come back soon. keep the communication open this time okay? im sorry, but i'll still miss you. no matter what you say. no matter what she say. no matter what they say. i'll still miss you. the hell with them.  hahaha.

Mood Swings: nostalgic