fullmoon_goddess

been busy lately. nervous most of the time due to the scheduled interviews and exam at this company. i want to do good and give my best shot since i already sacrificed one banking job for what i was hoping would come a better one. so finally here it comes.

was able to watch iron man with mark at gateway on its first day! whew! talk about luck. hahaha. we were supposed to watch forbidden kingdom since i know that iron man will still be available for a few weeks or so. unfortunately, the next screen time was scheduled at 4 pm. and we dont want to waste our time waiting for 2 hours thats why we ended up with iron man. cool. i like the soundtrack. i miss the heavy rock music. the story though is focused more on how iron man was made. the cars are cool. all audi cars. nice. i think robert downey jr. did a great job portraying tony stark. the movie was great but i feel "bitin" during the action scenes. but all in all, its ok. cool.

so now, im enjoying my last days of being a bum. hahaha. sleep and sleep. tv and internet. books. damn. im nervous. hahaha. corporate world is such a scary place. hahaha. but still, i want to be a part of it. i can imagine myself smiling and greeting the pioneers with enthusiasm. well, i hope i can still smile even if some people are just rude and harsh. i'll keep up. i have to hold the leash on my temper hard enough so it wont slip until i know its safe. haha. i just hope that i can withstand the trials that will soon come my way and stick to the company. i'll do my best. and of course, practice the winning-charming smile. hhaha 

Musica: iron man :: black sabbath
Bookworm: iron man quotes
Mood Swings: happy

fullmoon_goddess

shucks. happy and yet nervous as hell. my bum days are over. welcome corporate world!

tomorrow is the BIG day. gotta start right. gotta smile the worries away. gotta do my best. gotta learn and most of all remember lotsa things. hahaha. makakalimutin pa naman ako. so review review. lalo na sa mga names! hahaha. hope i can last through out the day. one day at a time ang pananaw ko eh. hahaha. if i can survive tomorrow then i think i can survive the following days too. i just hope for the best. LOOK. i hope. i dont expect. hahaha. i hope for the best but i expect the worst. para kahit ano mangyare, ready and hindi masyado nakaka-shock. whew!

inhale.

exhale.

inhale.

exhale.

inhale.

exhale.

stand tall, stand proud. walk with your head up. SMILE.  

Mood Swings: nervous

fullmoon_goddess

yup. feeling contented lately. happy with my decisions. happy with what i have right now. really. i may go home feeling tired after work, but still, everytime i walk out of the building, a smile plastered on my face is clearly visible. i wake up every morning feeling excited and nervous at the same time. i maybe quiet most of the time but still, i feel fine. i am happy. most of my officemates at our tower were male engineers but that's not actually a big deal for me. im immune to guy friends since i always have them around since i was still in elementary. hahaha. still, no regrets.

P.S. and tomorrow would be my first night out with them! hahaha. to think i'll be a week old tomorrow too. hihi. 

Mood Swings: sleepy

busy-busyhan lang actually. goes to work everyday, but kills time sitting and bumming around. hahaha. funny. bored to death and sleepy. i freaked out and actually scared of this one tenant who was hitting on me. you know, the kind of hints that are kinda offensive and yet said in a good way. at first, i brushed it off with a smile and politeness. but the second time he dropped by the office, good thing there are 3 other guy engineers with me in there so i was acting really busy and ignoring him even if the administrator was talking to someone on the phone. i honestly didnt look at him and talk to him. im pissed off and dont want to talk to him again. but that would be hard since im part of the admin. so i'll try all my damned best to just move out of the way and ignore him as much as i can. hahahaha. the nerve.