been super busy lately. the school works and reports are getting into my nerves! whaaaaaa. wish this will all finish up. super stressed and pressured and yet, you can seeme and my groupmates just fooling and laughing around at school like we have all the time in the world. hahahaha. we dont look like we're really feeling the stress and tension. hahaha. we stay beautiful and carefree.

kanina may laban ang UST sa FEU. sa kasamaang palad, hindi kami makakanuod dahil may killer report pa kami sa asian focus. nung bumaba kami sa lobby ng commerce building, sa hagdan pa lang, maffeel mo na, na nasa araneta ka. umaapaw ang lobby ng commerce building ng mga estudyanteng naghihiyawan! grabe. hindi ka makakadaan. sumisigaw silang lahat. nagch-cheer. tumitili. binabara ang kalaban. sumusuporta. walang pakielaman kahit sino katabi mo. basta kapag nakashoot and isang tiger, sisigaw ang lahat at mararamdaman mo talaga ang vibration ng mga sigaw nila. kapag may free throw and kalaban, binabara nila. naicip ko, "binabara nio pa, tingin nio ba naririnig nia kayo at nadi-distract siya?" pero, ako din pala binabara ko ung kalaban. grabe. pang araneta ang level! ang saya tlaga. kahit natalo kami, makikita mo naman na IBA talaga ang suporta ng isang thomasian. ibang ang mararamdaman mo kapag andun ka. madadala ka. walang keme kahit sino pa makakita na nagtata-talon ka sa tuwa dahil naka-shoot si mirza. walang pakielaman kung humihiyaw ka sa saya dahil nakashoot si canlas o nakuha ni jervy and rebound. basta para sa UST, todo suporta. Ü

Musica: pon de replay :: rihanna
Mood Swings: super tired

wow. what a night. i'll officially call this a revelation night. i learned a lot about this someone. amazingly im not mad. i really wonder why the hell im not mad. im sad instead. and its draining my energy. maybe im looking at the better side of things now. i dont want to dwell on the lies and the hurt. i'll look at the lighter side and forget the rest. i'll let conscience and karma get them. i'll show them what they're missing. what i am capable of giving. i'll be easier to deal with this time. i'll laugh as long as i'm allowed to. i'll refuse to be bitter and take things lightly. yes i'll do that. but please. if you want to start with a clean slate, no more lies. too much lies poured into one situation is heart wrecking enough.

Musica: time to say goodbye :: andrea bocceli and sarah brightman
Mood Swings: sad

there's a secret path i follow
to a place no one can find
where i meet my perfect someone
i've kept hidden in my mind
where my heart makes my decisions
'till my dream becomes a vision
and the love i feel
makes him real someday

no we've never met
haven't found him yet
but i know him by heart
no we've never met
haven't found him yet
but i know him by heart

 
I Know Him By Heart

Vonda Shepard
Heart And Soul: New Songs From Ally McBeal... (1999)

Musica: i know him by heart :: vonda shepard
Mood Swings: hopeful