fullmoon_goddess

hmmm. im blank at the moment and looking for a drive or subject to write out. i just want to update and jot some new entry. hmmmm. *thinks* i have to write something! i want to write something!

damn. i really cant think of anything interesting. well, ok. i want to write something because im pissed. yeah. haha. *tampo mode* yup yup. i didnt know that the text gudnyt that i received about 5 1/2 hrs ago was for real. i mean,it was just 8:30 that time and he wasnt even home yet. i thought it was some kind of joke and just ignored it, confident that he'll call even if he's dead tired. hahaha. thats what overconfidence bought me! hahahaha.

since he didnt call maybe due to tiredness as in, im pushing myself not to txt him anything or even miscall unless he gives in first. hahaha. i can play this game. because of that phrase i blurted out, a quote popped in my head. the quote that goes like... "be careful with feelings and dont play with it because you wont know when the right one's gonna come..." something like that, whatever. i was just wonderin, is he the right one? nah. hahaha (i answered too fast.) i dunno. honestly. its just that im not giving it much thought. we're okay as friends and we're enjoying our benefits, so why try to complicate things? hahaha. but once in a while it passes my mind. of course i have these basic needs in a relationship. i require attention and time and care. (and the listgoes on. whahaha!) hahaha

that's it for now. cant think of anything more. hahaha.

Musica: one more night :: phil collins
Screen: grey's anatomy
Mood Swings: off

kanina pa tayo magkasama
umaga na pala,
maya maya lang ay may araw na
kahit tayo'y pagod, buong mundo ay tulog
ikaw at ako,
derederetso lang walang pakialam

kwentuhan lang wala namang masama
oh usap lang, ibaon muna sa limot ang lungkot

tatawa tayo sabay seryoso
unti unti kang nakikilala,
ang sarap sarap mo palang kasama
dati kasi, tahimik ka lang palagi
ngunit ngayong gabi,
parang kay rami mo ng sinabi

Musica: kwentuhan :: sugarfree
Mood Swings: ok

no offense, but for me, tranformers is currently on top of my list of the best movie when it comes to animation and special effects! i was just like, "damn! *jaw drops to the floor* that was reaaaally cool dude!" hahaha. i was trying to find my favorite part of the movie when they all tried to hide for sam's parents. that was really funny. and also when megatron flicked a human and muttered, "eeew. disgusting" hahaha. too bad, can't find one yet. . :

Musica: cant help falling in love :: elvis presley
Bookworm: mr yummy's ym
Mood Swings: tired

fullmoon_goddess

well, long time. been busy as hell. damn. even went to sleep at 5 am and woke up at 8 am to finish the feasib and damn business plan in ethics. yes, you got it right. ethics.

hmmmm. nothing inspiring to blog about. i got a conclusion i made up about a week ago. i guess this is the age when evryone asks and actually expect you to have a guy of your own. i mean, a boyfriend. and no, not just a normal boy-friend. but "the boyfriend". i actually got 2-3 comments from some family friend and a relative this past week. one was, "so, you got a boyfriend already? uhm, *smile then laugh* nah. huh? you're already graduating. no boyfriend yet? you should have. *laughs hard*" the other one was, "you have a boyfriend already? none. *smiles* echos! hahahahaha! *laughs hard too* does your dad dont want you to have one? *smiles* then dont tell him yet. *laughs*" well. that was cool.

had a minor fight with mr yummy. its not actually a fight. i was mad (not that mad just pissed) because he didnt call the day before which was 19. yes it was 19. he txted me the morning after and told me how was our feasib. i didnt reply because i was pissed. i txted him the night before and told some things which ended up him not actually receiving it. stupid smart and globe networks. he explained that he wasnt able to call to give me time for my part on the feasib. and he actually fell asleep and forgot to call. so we talked but i have to go somewhere that minute so i have to cut our conversation and we were...cold. like "tsk. cge. bbye. ok. galit ka ba? ikaw pa nagagalit jan. hindi. eh bket ka ganyan? ganto naman tlaga ko ah, cge na, hinihintay ka ng dad mo. *tsk* cge na nga. bbye." hahaha. i txted him asking why he's angry when in fact i should be the one angry but im not. im just pissed. he txted that i sounded angry over the phone and he dont know what to do. hahaha. he said sorry and we kissed and make up. hahaha. funny. the next day, we talked about what the other is thinking when we're not txting. it turned out that im not the only one pissed and paranoid when he doesnt reply. he seemed to be paranoid as well. thinking like maybe i got bored and didnt want to reply anymore. hahahaha! well, that's the balance of our thing.

oh, and yes.

he remembered it was 19.

Musica: the fan swirling

where have all the people been hiding when i need to tell them something? when i want to share something? when i needed badly to tell what i felt and what happened the night before.

i need to take it out of my system. but nobody seem to be free to listen when i want to talk. oh well. how come i get to listen to everybody and when im in the super mood to share, i cant find anybody? oh well.

Musica: one look :: kjwan
Bookworm: ellen's chat
Mood Swings: awfully sad