sorry for the late entry. this should have been posted last monday, october 2 2006. unfortunately, we just had electricity yesterday after 6 freaking-hot-irritating days! nwei, here it goes....

my cheers and tears and scream and joy and jumps and everything to the UST GROWLING TIGERS BASKETBALL TEAM. yeah. we won. we won. we won. hard to believe huh? after ten years! they really worked hard for it. as in really struggled. good thing we managed to dig our claws to the championship trophy. hehehe. i love this team! haha. from the coach, the team captain (of course! Ü, to everyone! coach Pido Jarencio is the best! even if it's his first year, he managed to drag us to the final four and grab the championship! team effort is also a big deal. Mark Canlas and Jun Cortez, my mom cheered for you because i told her you two were my classmates. hahaha. oh, and the ever Allan Evangelista! amazing fake moves! i always and always  scream for this man! i won't get tired screaming for his name! though he's gonna be leaving the team 'coz he's already in his last year, i'll follow his works and hope to catch him in PBA soon! Anthony Espiritu for the effortless 3 point shots! wow man! you really have that in your system! not trained for the 3 points, but born with the hands and talent for the outside shooting. Jojo Duncil for the heart-stopping moves and come back when the team is down with lotsa points. jervy cruz for the rebounds! no doubt who controls the game with his rebounds. Dylan Ababou! i really like to watch him shoot for free throws. he's so serious as if the people around him vanishes and he's all alone practicing! who would not be amazed by how Japs Cuan handle the ball and manages to turn and turn and turn like a cyclone in court? but he should practice he's shooting. hehehe. that's his weakness. and i think we all know Chester Taylor's dad now. Ü always present every game and cheering for his son and the whole team as well. June Dizon for matching ken bono. nice dude! Francis Allera silent but really reliable when the going gets tough. Jemal Vizcarra though he's been injured, he's still part of the heart and soul of the team. get well soon. (if i happen to forgot someone, my hundred apologies. really sorry.)wow guys! you all are the best!

"a cute fluffy tiger licks its claws and wags its tail in satisfaction. it clears its throat and coughed out a blue feather... *BURP!*"

VIVA SANTO TOMAS! 

fullmoon_goddess

inspiration. that's what i need. yes. you got me right. an inspiration. not literally a person. no. definitely not a person. a thing would do. an occasion or even an experience. a song. or maybe a poem. an issue or controversy. anything. anything that would inspire me to write again and update my blog once in a while. something that would stir my emotions and make me think like a very logical person and sometimes like a one-sided-fool. im totally lacking emotions. yeah. too much sneezing is numbing my feelings and heart as well. im sick to  make it clearer.

still. still. i can't find a nice topic to discuss. to talk about. i've been lazy and i am still lazy these days. sem break and i enjoy it by doing less.   im a laid-back person. i enjoy doing nothing. hahahaha. i'm more productive when i'm alone. yes. i'm a self-confessed introvert. so what? i know how to get along with other people. but i need time to be with myself.

nwei, im still blank. *sigh* what should i do? i havent found an inspiration. a force that can pull those slashing words, borad-minded views from my system. it's stucked up.

i don't wanna talk about issues regarding those mushy things. not now. not yet. just not in the mood. see? its because im blank. tell me something and i'll listen to you expressionless. unless you tell me something that can wake my bottled views and emotions.

im looking for something. someTHING. a thing that can keep my mind running and wondering behind. where can i find that inspiration? oh well. just hope that it find me in time. because i remembered, im too lazy to look for it. hahahaha. same goes as looking for someONE. im too lazy to look for him and i dont have enough patience. i'll just work at it by sleeping. i don't mind. really. i'd rather sleep.

Musica: news
Screen: news
Mood Swings: blank

yeah. i know for a fact that life is unfair. but i just received my own fraction of it. *sigh*

i was incomplete. not as a person. but at my grades. and i hate it really. she didn't clear clear me because i wasnt able to recite in front. i tried to explain that when she called me, i was missing one, just one news item. and she didn't accept that. i told her that the second time she called me, i already passed my notebook to her because she told us that the oral part of the subject is already finished and we can pass our notes already for her to check. she didn't accept any of my explanations. she told me that it was my fault and i should have approached her and asked my notebook again for my recitation. i accept that. i know that at that point, i lacked initiative. so that was my mistake. we only have to settle for something for my completion. and guess what she told me?

i was to attend her class again the for the whole sem next semester! 

that's really shitty. i asked her if i could just have a special project or anything. but she refused. her only way is to make my life a living hell. *sigh* and what can i do? i nodded and said my "thanks".

i think it's really unfair. know why? everyday, my mom is giving me the business section of the newspaper for that subject. i did my part and i even let my friends and classmates borrow some of my notes. *sigh* oh well. i'll get along just fine. i just have to endure another sem burrying my nose among those newspapers. i'll be fucking fine. at least i didnt failed and the money of my parents won't be wasted. just my time. my fucking time! she'll take my very precious time! just because she like it! damn.

some people are just fucking lucky.  and i am paying for their unluckiness.

Musica: only time :: enya
Bookworm: cliff's chat and xie's txt
Mood Swings: irritated