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October 2nd, 2005

* pessimist *

nakakainis. bket ba ganito? i feel terrible! feeling ko i wasn't able to help. so you seeked for other people to comfort you. damn! i really hate this. alam ko na hindi naman ganun un. xenxa na. pessimistic lang po talaga aku.

i just wished i was there for you. nung una, akala ko, "aba! okei to ah!" and then ngaun, feeling ko, "shit! ang walang kwenta ko." sorry. ang sama talaga ng feeling ko. parang wala xe ako nagawa. argh! sa sobrang pessimist ko, feeling ko eh wala talaga ako kwenta kaya naghanap ka ng iba na mapagsasabihan ng mga updates sa buhay mu... huhuhu. grabe! xenxa na! ang drama.

di naman sa nagseselos ako. though, selosa talaga ku. pero don't mind me. lilipas din ito. naicip ku lang xe, sana aku din, sana kasama din aku dun, sana umiinum din tau, sana nakatuntong na din aku mayrics. paksyet! sana.

haaaay! lapet na finals. stupid! di pa ku aral kahit lam ku na super nanganganib na ku... dapat ku galingan kung hinde, tsk.tsk.tsk. my end! huhuhu...

i took this test. hah! ang sama ku talaga!

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Cried By fullmoon_goddess at 07:12 PM | wish upon a star

October 22nd, 2005

alaala

paxenxa na. hindi aku inspired kaya wala aku mailagay dito.

nabubuhay aku sa mga alaala.

masaya sa mga alaala.

kuntento sa mga alaala.

masasayang alaala.

blanko talaga ang utak ku ngaun eh. wala na mailagay.

nauubusan ng sasabihin.

nawawalan ng gusto iparating.

cguro, hanggang alaala na lang ang lahat. hindi mauulit pang muli.

panahon na kay saya, kailan uli makakasama?

xet.

masama ito. nagrh-rhyme na aku. iba na ang ibig sabihin kapag ganito... malungkot ba aku? damn! pero hindi dahil sau. natuto na aku mabuhay ng malayo sau. pero hindi ku ipinagkakaila na masaya aku talaga kpag nakikita kita.

bket ba?! weirdo aku eh.

lakad mu, kabisado ku na. makita ku lang paa mu, alam ku na. ultimo buhok mo kahet nakatalikod ka, cgurado na ako. haaay. hindi aku malungkot. hindi talaga. hindi aku nalulungkot kapag naiicip kita. hindi kailanman. tatawa pa nga aku ng tatawa.

hindi na ata mawawala ang mga yan sa icip ko. paulit-ulit. bawat pangyayare, kabisado ko. bawat kilos. bawat galaw. bawat salita. bawat isa. pero uulitin ko... hindi aku malungkot. hindi aku malulungkot kapag maiicip kita. masaya aku lage. masaya. masaya. masaya. xe buhay na buhay ka sa mga alaala ko.

paulit ulit na ba aku? *sigh*

tama na nga. hindi naman sapat ang mga salita eh... mahirap ipaliwanag.. basta promise. kapag nakita kita ulet, tatawagin kita. and out of the blue, kakanta aku. . . para sayo.

Hey, it's me
I hope you still remember your old friend
And then, we can talk and laugh again


Hey, it's me
I never thought I'd see you once again
And I just can't believe you're right here with me


REFRAIN 1
Now lookin', starin' and talkin'
Tellin' me things that you've done all these years


CHORUS
Hey, it's me
The one who've always cared for you
Oh yes, it's me
The one who've always loved you
I just hope you still remember
And I wish it crossed your mind
All the memories that we have left behind


Hey, it's me
Now, that you're back in my arms
You'll see I'll always keep you here in my heart


Hey, it's me
I never thought I'd feel this love again
And I just can't believe you're right here with me


REFRAIN 2
Now lookin', lovin' and feelin'
Sharin' this love for the rest of our lives


[Repeat CHORUS]


AD LIB


CHORUS
Hey, it's me, it's me
The one who'll always care for you
Oh yes, it's me
The one who'll always love you
I just hope you still remember
And I wish it crossed your mind
All the memories that we have left behind

Hey, it's me, it's me
The one who'll always care for you
Oh yes, this is me
The one who'll always love you
I just hope you still remember
And I wish it crossed your mind
All the memories that we have left behind

Hey, it's me, it's me
The one who'll always love you
I just hope you'd still remember
And I wish it crossed your mind
All the memories that we have left behind

Hey, it's me, it's me
The one who'll always love you
I just hope you'd still remember
And I wish it crossed your mind
[Fading]

Cried By fullmoon_goddess at 10:14 PM in musica, feelings | wish upon a star

October 24th, 2005

deo gratias!!! :)

whew! after so many sleepless nights and terrible days thinking and worrying about my grades... i got them today... i was really nervous! damn!  

at last! when i woke up,i called this day as "D-DAY".. hahaha. judgement day ika nga. but i was really happy  coz i passed all my subjects! woohoo!  i was so sick worrying! hehehe..

imagine? i passed them all! i was really happy! i even wanted to laminate my clearance! haha! exag! forgive me. i'm just happy.

special thanks to the following:

GOD :: for giving me strength and making all things possible! |mr. alvarado :: for passing me! i really worked hard for that! thank you! thank you! *bow bow* | ma'am abarra :: thank you too. that's all. | gem pascual :: for inspiring me and manipulating my mind that i will pass | lenny napay :: for teaching me those mind cracking adjusting entries, though i still don't get it. | jenna padilla :: for always laughing and smiling when we're studying accounting with lenny | bj mangahas :: wala lang. | joanne clare mariazeta :: reminding me that "mei isang quiz naman tau na id-drop eh.. haha" | yzabelle vergara :: for just being there together with vannessa jacob and jerek shing nren! | the three stooges :: chlowen sto.tomas, rj sancio and rannie del rosario :: for the jokes and impersonating "some people" haha! | andee tan and paula tarrayo :: for the hilarious moments. | rhoda tio :: for always being there during the most down moments of my drama life! | bermizel sy :: for always smiling | abi tiu :: for the songs you're singing | matt tejano :: for the basketball coaching | charles tan :: for the basketball answers! | xie santos :: my best. | bock ignacio :: my left-handed-guitar-playing bro! | mark millondaga :: my brocolli ever! | gibot san buenaventura :: di kita makakalimutan ilagay dito xempre! | at maraming marami pang iba! kung mei nakalimutan po aku, xenxa na. kilala niu ang mga sarili niu.

xempre! importante to kaya nakahiwalay...

i want to thank..you.

"my gambit in wolverine's body.."

Cried By fullmoon_goddess at 03:07 PM | wish upon a star


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